awww it's week *counting* NINE now! hahaha time really flies. okays some updates! JUST HAD DURIANS JUST NOW. happyyyyy. yeah. at 3 am. hohohoho buay tahan. and i just straighten and redye my hair few days ago. i HOPE that my hair can survive the end of the year. is feeling very bad when i comb my hair cuz they are like some crinkled piece of shit. but looks fairly good after it dries. so, my hair is an antic now, cannot simply touch. because once broken considered sold. tapao :S hahahahaha IF you know what im trying to say. eh, what else. i overslept today didnt go for the first class. :P cuz sleep very late everyday. heck stupid why must procrastinate and sleep so late -.- and yeah! skin condition getting worse, getting darker. bla bla. updated songs in iPod. old songs all gone new songs get in. in fact, i lupa save the songs i had earlier and it was replaced. seriously, i think i love my old playlist more. hmm. but its okay cuz ONE frigging catch my heart song is enough for me to listen all day long. know i have this habit? i can repeat one same song for 6479395845874508890 times. i'm pretty loyal dont you think" *winks*

life now is acceptably good, i THINK i have spent my time pretty enjoyable here. PEACE. <3 seriously, i have never found myself so 'in-shape' since after sec school. you know, boundary, in this little town. life outside is too insecured sometimes. i would like to live in a cage for a little while more (: my friends i met over here is pretty nice. hmm, too early to really understand them. but sometimes, they are simply nice. though, there is still an imaginary bridge between me and them. youknowcommunicationproblemenglishandmychinesesucks. hahahaha. but still, yeah. life is simple. fight has never happened. no quarrels no nothing. backstabing idk lar cuz i dunno whether did anyone of them backstabbed me? and i dont even bother to know. HAH. my toleration is pretty damn high sometimes. everything is okay. but I DO COMPLAIN, too. but, very seldom. :P

school wise, this semester i have 4 days classes. but i only go for 3 days. cuz thursday there's only 1 class so i went to the same subject lecture on wednesday. so, wed is the hell day. IF i go to school form 11am to 8 pm. 5 classes! somemore is those cannot-sleep-class. but i skipped too lar sometimes hehehehe. and oh, my accounting subject is getting more kanchiong. hasn't been attending lecture for about 3 times and the topics are about SHARES and DEBENTURES THAT KINDA STUFF I HATE. sigh. gonna consult people liau. how i wish my boyfriend is a smart ass then i can concentrate at him and the things he teaches me at the same time IF ONLY there's any. none, at all. whoops. previous weeks was busy, with presentations and assignments and works and stuff. but now im free-er with exams and homeworks. damn i dont do homeworks. think i should manage my time even more properly in time to come. why people can do so many things in just so short time but i did so little in soooo long time. haish, unproductive. HELL i have no society and event to go with. YER must join if got chance. why no badminton club! kns -.-

done with schools. hmm. talk about boys in university? Nay. boyfriend NAY. friends YES. fun to play with. due to my 'girlish' type of nature, i like talking shits with boys than some girls. girls are too sensitive, sometimes. think too much. REALLY. how old are them huh? those pretend-to-be-emo girl to have attention. i love being a rough girl, in some ways. hahahhaha. WHERE IS THE really impressive, caring and sweet one? oh, i do 'kap' one or two of them in class cuz cute and SH in terms of face hehehe. NOT LENG ZAI. whadahell. but its okay, lengzai won't see me. :S and oh, i find sissy friends nice to be with :P

okays. time to sleep at 4.40am. pimples breaking out wtf. adeus! :DDDDD

P/s:

I miss the old good times when you sent me long long possessive annoying but thoughtful, sweet and caring messages just to tell me to take care.

In short, i miss you, so fucking much <3

i think, i am quite a good money saver. at least for one day! flicks hair. yay. that sunday, after receiving a call from a friend and get to know that WATSONS is having super deal up to 60% for selected items for only ONE day. Without doubts, i quickly get my ass off to shower so that i can go rampas barangan murah dengan auntie-auntie sekalian. HAHAHA. reached, and what is on my mind was HADA LABO sth. erm moisturizing toner lah. uh cuz the original name of the product is like very long. hahaha. my awaited to-buy-list! cuz i knew it will have further discount when we were in watsons 2 weeks ago. so, its only RM 27 now!!! cheap or not. ori price is RM 41. saved RM 14! since this brand is very highly reviewed by quite a number of bloggers so i just give it a try. it was firstly introduced to me by YJ. she say v good woh. and she say singapore is like selling for fucking $ 30=RM 72.60. chisin. can buy and apply until you touch your face also got water come out. and i also grabbed home one RM6 Pantene shampoo. can buy two of them liau at normal price. heee. yea, i bought only one cuz the lazy salesgirl lazy wanna go take from the store room i assumed. -.- conclusion is, i felt like a have potential to be a qualified housewife. the surplus will masuk my own pocket to buy ice cream.

and i continue in the groceries corner, bought 100 plus! 6 cans for RM 6.70 PLUS free one sarsi. hahahaha. okays i looked like a calculative auntie now i don't careeeee. i want to save money to 结婚. lolol. no lah. i just felt the sudden excitement of saved a little. moral of the story is, we need to stalk the price, compare and contrast and aware of the seasonal change in the market to be a qualified shopper. a WISE and kiasu one of course :P

i woke up early today. 11am. hehehe early for me ok. then went to saloon. wow, lots people yo. school reopening tmr got kids cut hair. -.-but waited not too long with my stomach fighting inside. sth has to be expelled le. yerrr. ok apparently the girl who i though IS a jie jie. kinda pretty, make-up ON, heels ON.

Girl: oh so how old are you?
(thinking should i answer 19. but mom could hear from beside so...

Me: er, twenty-one.

Girl: oh so you're same age as me....
( HOLLA SHIT I KNEW IT)
when is your birthday then?

Me: march?

Girl: my birthday just passed. end of may! *while showing the key necklace on her neck*

Me: .... ( speechless. totally. )

why i am speechless? the 'jie jie' that i thought a 23 yr old lady, people dress nice nice and i sit folded legs on the chair with my house wear and flip-flop. -.-and i'm older than her kns wei. so....memalukan. and i thought like. i should have told you i am 18. hahahahaha. aih. lazy lah even wanna comb hair also lazy. takpe lah. not like you can recognize me. lolol.

and so i cut my hair and treatment. then she blew my hair inwards. aww if only i have the courage to cut it short altogether. before that i should learn how to take care of it. hahaha think i should doll up more. :DD still, there is no ugly girls in the world. i fancy timeless beauty yo.



i wanna color my hair. orange? or black. hmm. that would be around september i think. so as to let my hair 'rest' for awhile more. i personally loved the brown color that i did on my hair one year back in feb last year. hairdresser claimed that it has two tones of brown, so there it was! it actually stayed for quite long i would say. one year plus. though it already turned gold. but. it is still color-ed. hahaha. thank my hair to be so absorbent towards color. and i actually DIY a darker brown last feb during cny. yeah it turned abit darker but sooner the it became gold-ish again. i'm boring with long hair. but......... *inside monologue*

sigh. it will be another tiring week ahead. i felt the rage of assignment group mates already. i'm holding a BBQ next monday. excited max on buying stuff and all. gonna make it work. despite the girls issue and guys, PLEASE BE A MAN. and i secretly hope....it will be a happy one. BBQCARSHAOBAO. sounded hamsap. i just want the chicken. my last BBQ session was.... 4 years back? awww i wanna be a little kid again. muka skipping around.

I. for the first time, went to ALL the classes this week. from monday to thursday. 8am classes. like omfg. i felt proud of myself. i know lah. it is exactly what a student should do. but still....HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. tired shit. wed class till 8pm. i was wondering if i can survive. but yeah. I WILL! and i personally think that some of my lecturers and tutors are pretty good. ( some only ok, some are shitty ) in terms of capability i mean. my macroecon lecturer and also my tutor, she doesn't even need to see the damn tutorial question paper and she can simply read it out and discuss them. detailed and contented. :D so geng right. but, she is a 'lou gu poh'. i think. i checked her finger no ring one. lolol. so, she has plenty of time dedicated to her job! hahahahahahaha. the only thing is, i have to copy answer before i attend her class luh. :/ cuz she will check. but i like her torturing us.

i went out at night. and back home quite late. tired and exhausted, and that explains why i barely online these days. but i still manage to stalk. *evil grins* have some bonding time with coursemates. to update some news. apparently that guy and that girl. attached, as quick as just blending a bubble tea. hah. exaggerate. but true. very fast. how to see if a couple have a real mutual feelings for each other or if a couple is together because one of them or both, being together just for the seek of being together? hmm. outsiders always judge. but still, love is between 2 person. it is not for anyone else to judge, right?

ahhh. brother is watching an octopus dvd now. sth like 'big big snake' or 'big big panda'. crazy. sooooooooooo fake can. but its okay. cuz his holiday is ending this sunday. he will be back to school. hahahahaha. i wanna go bathe and make milo with honeystars while enjoy my freshly downloaded 'fa ka jie'. omg i can't believe i hadn't watch any drama this week. have a nice week ahead!