awww it's week *counting* NINE now! hahaha time really flies. okays some updates! JUST HAD DURIANS JUST NOW. happyyyyy. yeah. at 3 am. hohohoho buay tahan. and i just straighten and redye my hair few days ago. i HOPE that my hair can survive the end of the year. is feeling very bad when i comb my hair cuz they are like some crinkled piece of shit. but looks fairly good after it dries. so, my hair is an antic now, cannot simply touch. because once broken considered sold. tapao :S hahahahaha IF you know what im trying to say. eh, what else. i overslept today didnt go for the first class. :P cuz sleep very late everyday. heck stupid why must procrastinate and sleep so late -.- and yeah! skin condition getting worse, getting darker. bla bla. updated songs in iPod. old songs all gone new songs get in. in fact, i lupa save the songs i had earlier and it was replaced. seriously, i think i love my old playlist more. hmm. but its okay cuz ONE frigging catch my heart song is enough for me to listen all day long. know i have this habit? i can repeat one same song for 6479395845874508890 times. i'm pretty loyal dont you think" *winks*

life now is acceptably good, i THINK i have spent my time pretty enjoyable here. PEACE. <3 seriously, i have never found myself so 'in-shape' since after sec school. you know, boundary, in this little town. life outside is too insecured sometimes. i would like to live in a cage for a little while more (: my friends i met over here is pretty nice. hmm, too early to really understand them. but sometimes, they are simply nice. though, there is still an imaginary bridge between me and them. youknowcommunicationproblemenglishandmychinesesucks. hahahaha. but still, yeah. life is simple. fight has never happened. no quarrels no nothing. backstabing idk lar cuz i dunno whether did anyone of them backstabbed me? and i dont even bother to know. HAH. my toleration is pretty damn high sometimes. everything is okay. but I DO COMPLAIN, too. but, very seldom. :P

school wise, this semester i have 4 days classes. but i only go for 3 days. cuz thursday there's only 1 class so i went to the same subject lecture on wednesday. so, wed is the hell day. IF i go to school form 11am to 8 pm. 5 classes! somemore is those cannot-sleep-class. but i skipped too lar sometimes hehehehe. and oh, my accounting subject is getting more kanchiong. hasn't been attending lecture for about 3 times and the topics are about SHARES and DEBENTURES THAT KINDA STUFF I HATE. sigh. gonna consult people liau. how i wish my boyfriend is a smart ass then i can concentrate at him and the things he teaches me at the same time IF ONLY there's any. none, at all. whoops. previous weeks was busy, with presentations and assignments and works and stuff. but now im free-er with exams and homeworks. damn i dont do homeworks. think i should manage my time even more properly in time to come. why people can do so many things in just so short time but i did so little in soooo long time. haish, unproductive. HELL i have no society and event to go with. YER must join if got chance. why no badminton club! kns -.-

done with schools. hmm. talk about boys in university? Nay. boyfriend NAY. friends YES. fun to play with. due to my 'girlish' type of nature, i like talking shits with boys than some girls. girls are too sensitive, sometimes. think too much. REALLY. how old are them huh? those pretend-to-be-emo girl to have attention. i love being a rough girl, in some ways. hahahhaha. WHERE IS THE really impressive, caring and sweet one? oh, i do 'kap' one or two of them in class cuz cute and SH in terms of face hehehe. NOT LENG ZAI. whadahell. but its okay, lengzai won't see me. :S and oh, i find sissy friends nice to be with :P

okays. time to sleep at 4.40am. pimples breaking out wtf. adeus! :DDDDD

P/s:

I miss the old good times when you sent me long long possessive annoying but thoughtful, sweet and caring messages just to tell me to take care.

In short, i miss you, so fucking much <3